The pretty ones
Spreading wings for paparazzi
Bedazzled bed parts
Vying for cheap significance which is safer than risking failure at being loved for who we are
The emptiness stuffed with Sephora
Bingeing
Too Faced Innersense Tarte
Drunk Elephants need First Aid Beauty because Earth’s Nectar is drowning in Urban Decay
Free People! and yet their attempts remain Limited Too infantilized words on distressed organic cotton
GRL PWR
Some get degrees to some degree
Convenient debt free connections
Million dollar minority, baby
Forging identification brands from a color wheel and a free quiz
Personalities constructed of hashtags with short shelf lives stolen from invisible masses within the depths of whom the secret to a life of substance is hidden
The Body is Not an Apology
Works’ evolving definition
Get on your knees
The chronic obsession with
pursuit of perfection
Paula’s Choice is balayage berry juice, Lululemon leggings, Tough Mudder tutus
What a challenge that would be
And for them, it’s never enough
The collapsing towers of Cabrini Green Fore! caged children abandoned in favor of in-vitro fertilization and 7:30 Reservations at the bested Table Rock
Orthorexic t-shirts pristinely cut maternal attachments
Maximalist
Minimalism
Matching low lives
High weight freighted
by an Underground Railroad
Ain’t I a woman?
American royalty
Offer dismissive waves
behind tinted windows and frosted roots
I really don’t care do you
You’re not ugly
You’re just pour
In love, spirit, courage, mercy, truth, wisdom, cash, credit, car, bed, shirt button
Button
Who’s got the button?
It’s not my fault
She flew into the windshield
I was just a passenger
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We drove to the mountains this past weekend and our truck was murdering butterflies who were out en mass. I felt helpless, cruel for existing; trapped in a world system I didn’t design and don’t know how to escape. Seeing their wasted beauty smashing on the glass made me think of other life that never get to fly because someone or something bigger comes along and thoughtlessly plows over their dreams. Wow huh? I promise I’m filled with joy like 80% of the time.
I also feel sad when I’m rinsing berries and one falls down the drain. I think of how long it took that little guy to sprout from a seed, push through the soil, grow on a vine and become fruit. Then I think of the worker who picked and crated it; the long, probably hot journey it made on some truck, only to be jostled around on a supermarket shelf by gropey hands, shoved into my shopping bag and allowed to carelessly roll alone into a dark abyss.
We should probably play Candy Land now or something. xo
I’ve had those same thoughts about butterflies when driving. It breaks my heart. Candy Land sounds good to me….or even Chutes and Ladders. 😊
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I’m so glad I’m not alone. Lemme get the snacks. Candy Land always makes me hungry. Then Chutes and Ladders cause it basically cardio.
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Hahaha! Yes, basically! That’s my kinda exercise regimen! 😃
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😂
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So excited to see a new poem by you. I have two responses:
from love:
It’s beautiful and the butterflies and berries story rounded out everything and made me just sit and smile and bathe in your words. Read it again. Same. *deep happy sigh* Thank you. Thanks for reading my rambling thoughts. I really love how you write. You bend my brain in the nicest ways.
♥. Niki
from fear:
By the fourth line, I began to wonder if you were writing about me. The first few didn’t fit for sure but, “Vying for cheap significance which is safer than risking failure at being loved for who we are…”
♥. Niki
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Thanks Niki. Did I get this right? I’m so glad this poem spoke to you. Sometimes I exhaust myself 😉
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It’s fine. Thanks E. The fear part — just hoping I don’t show up that way, but I know I used to. I’m trying and mostly succeeding at not speaking from fear, at least not too loud, but since I obsessively deconstructed your poem today, I thought you’d like to see what I wrote). ^_~ ♥.
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I lived from fear for most of my life too Niki. You show up at pure compassion and insight as far as I can see. There’s nothing wrong with obsessive deconstruction, haha. Just means you’re awake, which is great! I loved hearing your insights.
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